Sunday, June 9, 2013

Just a Mere Endless Trap

Can't you see that you are already in my trap?
Why aren't you struggling to get out?
Do you not want your freedom?
Do you not want to find your perfect girl?
For I am not your perfect girl…
I don’t believe I was your perfect girl in the first place.
I know there’s no such thing as a perfect girl,
but trust me,
I'm just a mere endless trap,
a hole in the ground.
Some people see it, but others don’t.
The people who do fall in manage to get out.
But others just stay here in my endless trap.
Why are you here?
Why am I here?
Didn't I tell you? I’m just a mere trap.
I want you to be free…away from me.
Can't you see that I want to see you smile?
I never intended to hurt you.
But in the end, I do because I’m just a mere endless trap.

My Endless Trap

I can’t get you out of my mind…
I don’t think my heart can take this…
this love…
There are so many secrets to keep, yet
my heart is about to burst.
I want to share the world what I feel…
but I know that I cannot
for I have made everyone a promise.
I don’t want to break my promise
like I did in the past…
I don’t want to fall into my endless trap.
I don’t want you to fall into my trap.
I hope you can soon be free…
for you do not want to be here…
in my endless trap.

Sunday, June 2, 2013

Fade Away

Each and every one of us -
we all begin to fade away.
Then we are forgotten
by the time we finally come back.
"Who are you?" one asked.
I reply, "Someone you would have known...
if I didn't fade away."