Friday, March 21, 2014

Your Love and My Hope

I asked you why you liked me
you told me everything.
I asked you again.
You told me that
my personality is like
the sun showing up after
a gloomy rainstorm.
You told me
being with me
has lifted the heavy weight
that was on your shoulders
and/or heart.
You told me
that you liked my smile
or was it that
you liked seeing me happy?

I'm glad that
I made your life happier.
I'm glad I have lifted
the weight that was on
your...heart.
I wish I was happy,
but reality is always in my mind,
reminding me,
"It's all going to end soon."
Or is it?
I hope it doesn't.

Monday, March 17, 2014

Fractured 2

Warning: this is not mine; I found on a game called Fractured 2
http://armorgames.com/play/15833/fractured-2

I asked you once if the sun loved the other stars;
you looked at me and shook your head.
"He doesn't have time for such things," you said
nodding, I turned back to the horizon.

The sun hung low in the blushing sky;
it's still a star and all stars die.
I shuddered at the thought, random as it was.

Darkness came and crickets chirped;
There was the familiar scuff of boots on dirt;
I turned to find that you had gone.
The moon and fog are better company;
though just as silent, I know what they expect of me.

Winter is a long and lonely season;
Spring comes as a sweet surprise;
Autumn is summer's swift demise.
Though, I do not understand the point;
you barely fit twenty_four hours in a day.
Why set my heart to a seasonal delay?

Home was soon an afterthought.
I counted the stars like missed chances
and listened intently for sacred wind dances.
I paused momentarily to curse the sun
too stubborn to pause and love someone.
At the end, we were no different.

Fractured

Warning: not mine; found them on a game called Fractured
http://armorgames.com/play/14570/fractured

I hope and pray that I will find
the child that I have left behind.

For as I hear the madness gloat,
a frightened scream rips from my throat.

A child's love, with blind ambition
against my panicked admonition

into the heart of evil's lair
I battle on, without despair.

And search and wander as I might
I see no ending to my plight.

There's no point in searching more
for I'm the one he's searching for.

Thursday, March 13, 2014

I Smile :)

Dark clouds,
thunderstorms,
cold winds,
and I'm all alone.

The cold winds stop,
the dark clouds break
and appears a light in a sky.

Sun shining,
warm winds blowing,
and I'm smiling.

A fresh fragrance of flowers
roam in the air,
as I slowly take my time
strolling, breathing in,
and smiling.

My face burning with warmth
as I smile,
thinking about you.
My face burning with warmth
as I smile,
thinking about
holding your hand.

I don't have to pretend
to smile anymore.
I don't have to pretend
anymore.
I feel free.
I feel happy
as I smile...freely.

Wednesday, March 12, 2014

A New Feeling





Eyes closed
and all I see is darkness.
But I could feel gravity
pulling me down,
making me sink
down the cold, dark ocean.

Eyes opened
and all I see is 
the dark blue ocean above me.
But I'm not suffocating.

The skies have cleared up
and the sun starts to shine
upon the dark ocean.

I feel the warmth.
What is this feeling?
I don't feel sad;
I don't feel alone;
I feel this lovely
warm comfort.
I feel...happy...

But happy endings don't exist,
or do they?