I'm so sorry...

I see your name on my email and

I desperately want to talk to you.

But I can’t because my future

depends on me and my actions.

I can’t risk the temptations of talking to you.

I only have one life and one chance to get into college

and see the world.

Can you understand that?

It’s not like I’m purposely ignoring you.

I just can’t talk to you right now.

It breaks my heart to see you trying.

I’m so sorry.

Please understand.

You make lemonade :)

This world is a messed up world.

What happened to comfort?

What happened to caring?

What happened to, “Let’s change the world together!”?

Did that all just disappear?

Life is unfair and cruel.

Did you really think you will get a happy ending?

Did you really think you can just sleep away

all your problems?

Did you really think your parents will be there

with you forever?

Did you really think your friends will help you

every single day of their lives?

Think again.

Not everything you have imagined

will turn out perfect

or what you have wanted.

Instead, it will be just what you didn't expect.

Sometimes what you don’t expect

comes out positive.

And you think again that maybe

this world isn't as bad as it seems.

Even though life may be unfair and cruel,

but when life chucks at you with lemons,
you either chuck them back or

you make lemonade.