I'm so sorry...

I see your name on my email and

I desperately want to talk to you.

But I can’t because my future

depends on me and my actions.

I can’t risk the temptations of talking to you.

I only have one life and one chance to get into college

and see the world.

Can you understand that?

It’s not like I’m purposely ignoring you.

I just can’t talk to you right now.

It breaks my heart to see you trying.

I’m so sorry.

Please understand.