Just a Mere Endless Trap

Can't you see that you are already in my trap?

Why aren't you struggling to get out?

Do you not want your freedom?

Do you not want to find your perfect girl?

For I am not your perfect girl…

I don’t believe I was your perfect girl in the first place.

I know there’s no such thing as a perfect girl,

but trust me,

I'm just a mere endless trap,

a hole in the ground.

Some people see it, but others don’t.

The people who do fall in manage to get out.

But others just stay here in my endless trap.

Why are you here?

Why am I here?

Didn't I tell you? I’m just a mere trap.

I want you to be free…away from me.

Can't you see that I want to see you smile?

I never intended to hurt you.

But in the end, I do because I’m just a mere endless trap.

My Endless Trap

I can’t get you out of my mind…

I don’t think my heart can take this…

this love…

There are so many secrets to keep, yet

my heart is about to burst.

I want to share the world what I feel…

but I know that I cannot

for I have made everyone a promise.

I don’t want to break my promise

like I did in the past…

I don’t want to fall into my endless trap.

I don’t want you to fall into my trap.

I hope you can soon be free…

for you do not want to be here…

in my endless trap.

Fade Away

Each and every one of us -
we all begin to fade away.
Then we are forgotten
by the time we finally come back.
"Who are you?" one asked.
I reply, "Someone you would have known...
if I didn't fade away."

Why can't I understand you?

You say that you're okay,
but you know that you're not.
I try so hard not to hate you,
but I end up hurting you.
I don't hate you for no reason...
There's always a reason.
I don't hate you at all.
I just don't understand...or rather
can't understand you.
I'm not mad at you.
I'm mad at myself that I just can't understand you.
So...frustrating....

Nothing But Rubble

There was only nothing but rubble
when I arrived at Moore, Oklahoma.
Destroyed houses, dead animals
and destroyed cars everywhere I look.
All this rubble
and the sad faces
makes me so heartbroken.
I know that I can't help as much,
but I know that I can make a difference.

Hope

I Wish I Could Be Part of Your World

Sitting on the deep dark ocean floor,

I glance up to see the sun shining

through that small hole of my dome.

I sigh as the sun gleams

on my gadgets and gizmos.

I look at my fins and then back at the sun.

Oh for I wish that warmth sun shining on me

as I walk freely on the streets,

as I lay on the beach

or even as I dance with my love one.

Why does my heart burn

when I keep on thinking of him?

I swim to the top of my dome

and reach out my hand through that small hole

as he was there to take me away.

His image fades away as I slowly sink

to the cold dark bottom of the ocean.

Solitude by Lucas Lin

Here's a link that he made too: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yk5DOoAXUmk

As it rains, I sit here,
Pondering about the meaning of life.
I stare into the rain, observing each drop,
Thinking how meaningful each drop is,
but at the same time it's meaningless.
Each drop having such a short time to live,
before being replaced by another.
There is just a little sad sentiment to it.
Each drop living its life not seeing another one.
A life in solitude, so close yet so far away.
But its okay. There is just a short time before they join together again.
The ocean is where they mingle.
The ocean itself so powerful, engulfing each drop.
The waves crashing
and then, receding slowly after.
But its nice to know that nothing was wasted in the process.