Fractured 2

Warning: this is not mine; I found on a game called Fractured 2
http://armorgames.com/play/15833/fractured-2

I asked you once if the sun loved the other stars;
you looked at me and shook your head.
"He doesn't have time for such things," you said
nodding, I turned back to the horizon.

The sun hung low in the blushing sky;
it's still a star and all stars die.
I shuddered at the thought, random as it was.

Darkness came and crickets chirped;
There was the familiar scuff of boots on dirt;
I turned to find that you had gone.
The moon and fog are better company;
though just as silent, I know what they expect of me.

Winter is a long and lonely season;
Spring comes as a sweet surprise;
Autumn is summer's swift demise.
Though, I do not understand the point;
you barely fit twenty_four hours in a day.
Why set my heart to a seasonal delay?

Home was soon an afterthought.
I counted the stars like missed chances
and listened intently for sacred wind dances.
I paused momentarily to curse the sun
too stubborn to pause and love someone.
At the end, we were no different.

Fractured

Warning: not mine; found them on a game called Fractured
http://armorgames.com/play/14570/fractured

I hope and pray that I will find
the child that I have left behind.

For as I hear the madness gloat,
a frightened scream rips from my throat.

A child's love, with blind ambition
against my panicked admonition

into the heart of evil's lair
I battle on, without despair.

And search and wander as I might
I see no ending to my plight.

There's no point in searching more
for I'm the one he's searching for.

I Smile :)

Dark clouds,
thunderstorms,
cold winds,
and I'm all alone.

The cold winds stop,
the dark clouds break
and appears a light in a sky.

Sun shining,

warm winds blowing,
and I'm smiling.

A fresh fragrance of flowers
roam in the air,
as I slowly take my time
strolling, breathing in,
and smiling.

My face burning with warmth
as I smile,
thinking about you.
My face burning with warmth
as I smile,
thinking about
holding your hand.

I don't have to pretend
to smile anymore.
I don't have to pretend
anymore.
I feel free.
I feel happy
as I smile...freely.

A New Feeling

Eyes closed
and all I see is darkness.
But I could feel gravity
pulling me down,
making me sink
down the cold, dark ocean.

Eyes opened
and all I see is 
the dark blue ocean above me.
But I'm not suffocating.

The skies have cleared up
and the sun starts to shine
upon the dark ocean.

I feel the warmth.
What is this feeling?
I don't feel sad;
I don't feel alone;
I feel this lovely
warm comfort.
I feel...happy...

But happy endings don't exist,
or do they?

Emptiness

Emptiness
is all I ever feel.
Laying on glass,
looking at the blank sky;
nothing moving.
And yet I don't feel
any sadness or happiness.
Just Empty.

I could just stand up

and move to a new destination
where I would feel something;
anything at all.
But what is the use moving
to a place I might be unhappy?
Can't I just stay here in this empty
and boring world?
Feeling nothing?

Sounds boring
and pretty pathetic.
It's not always fun to
be alone
feeling nothing but emptiness...

I'll finally be Free

I want to shoot my heart into a thousand pieces
and let all the pain gush out of me.
I want to forget all the horrible and stupid mistakes
I have done.
I wish I could start my life over,
not feeling so guilty.
But you only live once...
or do you?

I regret so many things,
but I have to suck it up and deal with it.
I tell myself, "Keep ignoring them. 
Don't let them get into your head. Fight them.
Forget them. Keep surviving. Don't give up.

Be Brave. Move on."

Sooner or later, I'll be free from guilt;
free from regret.
I'll be happy.
I'll finally be free.

Just Go Away.

I ask you to leave me be
but you don't.
Why can't you understand
I want my privacy?
Do I have to simply
yell at you to go away?
You are a bother to me.
I hate you for all those
horrible things you do to me.
What have I done wrong?
Do you think you're protecting me?
Do you think this is all for my own good?
YOU DON'T FRICKEN CARE.
You're just an annoying brother
who likes to get me into trouble.
Be thankful I didn't give up on living.