Please...Notice Me More

You look and smile at me
and yet I smile back.
But in reality, you're just hurting me.
Talking about the people you love
when I'm thinking about is
how I'm not better.
Better than them.

You say that I'm cute and sweet,
but in reality, it's probably all just an act.
No one knows me.
Not even me.
And yet you kept convincing me.

I always appreciated the things you do.
But in the end, I'm no match for them.
I'm just an angel.
An angel who is only there when you need her.
When really, she just wants you to notice her more...

Everyday Setback

I can't handle this pain any longer....
Will someone put me out of misery?
Is there anyone out there
willingly to comfort me?
I'm getting worse by the second,
    minute
       hour
         day
       week
     month
year
And no one seems to care.
They're too busy looking at
their problems.
And nobody will notice
that I will be gone
out of their lives,
out of this world
into the unknown.

The Choices One Makes

I can't be afraid any longer.
I have to learn
when to know to
face my fears.
But why am I so afraid?
He won't hurt me...
But I could...

But I don't want to.
But life is full of choices.
One has the power to choose.
Whether it's good or evil,
it doesn't matter
because you're the one choosing.
So don't blame others
for your own choice;
it was I who chose this.

The Blind Girl

(this poem is written in a guy's perspective and it's written to the title, which is kinda ironic because the girl is not blind, she's more ignorant)

I can't stop
thinking about you:
your smile,
your laugh,
your cuteness...
Even though
you might think 
it's boring now
since you're used to
being called cute.
Nothing in this world
I can tell me so;
not even you.

It hurts me sometimes
on how many times
I upset you
because I made a stupid mistake.
I just can't stop caring about you.
I love you.
Can't you see that?

All I Want Is A Little Bit Of Love

(this is in the perspective of a guy who still loves the girl)

The reason why 
I still go on this journey
is because
you're in it.
The reason why
I can't stop searching
is because
I fell in love with you.
But you can't see that
because we're just friends,
but we were once a cute couple.
Or so I believed.

You asked
if you were all worth it.
I answer,
"Of course you are.
Every part of you is worth knowing."
But you obviously don't believe me
because you just see me as your friend
and nothing more.
You're worrying about
the future
and what lies there.

Some day, I hope,
I'll earn my way
to get your affections
because
You're really worth all of it.

Break-up Problems

I don't understand
why you still chase me,
why you won't stop trying.
I just wanted to be friends
but it's awkward
because I can see your loving  eyes
gazing at me.
You keep petting me like a pet
even though I'm just a human being.
I give you very tiny hints,
but I feel like you're just
putting it aside
for later.
And when I really push it,
you say okay and still keep trying.
Am I really worth it?




I'm becoming someone I'm not...but of course you don't see it. I don't need any saving...so stop saying you'll come save me and you'll be there. "I don't want you. I don't need you." - Lie by Luka

Demon Girl

In the day,
all you see is
a happy go lucky girl.
But inside that girl
lies a demon.

A Demon
who sucks away your
happiness
and turns it into
darkness.
All you'll have left is
pure bitterness.

I thought you knew that
everybody has a demon
inside of them,
hiding.
I don't want to tell you twice,
but don't get close to me,
it's dark inside.
It's where my demons hide.
It's where my demons hide.

Don't say I didn't warn you.