Please Just Save Me

I sit in my room
As I count my wet tears
Coming down my face
And I know that I cannot stop,
But I know that I should suffer

Through the pain in my heart.

As I walk through the empty, cold hallways
I feel emptiness.
The entrance was filled with strangers.
And when I look at them,
They give me this awful glare
Like I’m ugly, horrible, or even
Disgusting.

Alone

No one wants me.
No one cares about me.
And no one even likes me.
I’m left alone in this desolate, dark world.
Somebody,

Please Just Save Me.

I escape from that horrible place,
Go to the park

Where it’s raining and thundering,
And sit on the swing sets alone.
I realize that it’s pointless to run away.

When I checked my watch,
it said, 8:30 p.m.
That was the same time

Alone on swings

my parents died - two weeks ago.
I didn't really care when they died

Because they didn’t care for me.

I was so deep in thought that I

Didn’t notice a boy swinging next to me.
I didn't understand why he staring at me
But he looked lonely like me.

He looked at me.
I looked at him.
He offered his hand to me and asked,
“Will you be my friend?”
I cried and when I held his hand,
I fell in love and we spent time together.

I cried when he died.
It was my fault that he died.

He tried to save me from an oncoming ambulance.

But instead he was hit.
I was 16 years old and he was 19.

Please Just Save Me

I sit in my room
As I count my wet tears
Coming down my face
And I know that I cannot stop,
But I know that I should suffer
Through the pain in my heart.

Please Just Save Me.