Just Thinking about You

I think about you
even though I have work to do
and things to accomplish.
I should be thinking of 
other important factors, but
my mind starts to wonder off
and you appear in my mind.

My image of you
just fills my heart.

I like the way you would

talk to me,
and how you would smile with me.

I wish we could be together

with my parent's approval.

But I guess there's a hidden meaning
why we can't be together.
But I’m glad we're still friends
even if we both know

that we like one another.

So why did fate bring us together?

Forgive Me?

I could say "I love you" a thousand times,
but you wouldn't care.
I could say that I care for you,
but it wouldn't matter to you.
I wonder if you even loved me.
I wonder if you ever cared.

How am I supposed to smile
when all you do is smile
at someone else?
How am I supposed to forgive you
if you're not even sorry?

I thought we had a connection.
I thought you cared.
But I guess I thought wrong.
You broke my heart
and you're not even sorry.
I won't forgive you.

Hopeless

Why am I even here?
Why am I even alive?
Why on earth would I
want to live longer
if I'm already suffering?

Why can't I just end my life
right now?
What's holding me back?
Is it fear?
Why am I afraid?
Or rather,
what am I afraid of?
The after-life perhaps?
Or simply just
nothing?

Now that I think about it,
it does seem a little bit scary.
But some day,
I will have to face the consequences
and meet that fear.

Stranger I Liked

I constantly think about you
even though I have work to do
and things to accomplish.
I should be thinking of 
other important factors,but
my mind starts to wonder off
and you appear in my mind.

My image of you
just fills my heart.
The sad part is that
I can only imagine
how you would talk to me,
how you would smile,
and many more.

I wish we could meet

without it being awkward.
But we live in two separate worlds

and it's kinda sad to think about
how it's impossible for us to be together,
and how we would  live our separate lives
forgetting each other.
So why did fate brought us together?

Love at First Sight?

From the moment I first met you,
I have already fallen for you.
I didn't believe in love at first sight,
but I guess it happened.
You came into my world
like a shining knight.
Too bad we're so far away
from each other.
Too bad fate hasn't brought us
together.

I want to be with you,
but it's impossible since
we live in two separate worlds.

Is it already bad enough
that I'm constantly thinking about you?
Is it already bad enough
that I know we're never going to be
together?
I know I should have some hope, but
I'm just stating what's true.
I wish I could see you again.

Just Me

No matter how many times you tell me that I'm pretty,
it won't matter to me.
You don't even know me,
and you say you like my smile and my eyes.
I don't see what you see, but I know that
I'm just a nice girl who doesn't really care about looks 
because all I need is my kind personality.

Emptiness

I wish I had no emotions.
I wouldn't feel pain,
I wouldn't feel sadness,
I wouldn't feel anger, 
happiness, love, joy,
frustrated, heartbroken, etc.
Would I be bland though?
But I would have a better chance
of living life feeling nothing inside.